
Photo by Kate Abrielle
Rose-Colored Glasses
The experience of being an international student in a foreign space
The rose-colored glasses were shattered on the floor
Multifaceted refractions bouncing off the jagged pieces
Begging to be picked up and placed together in a puzzle like no other
She wanted to go back before it all began
Before they had taken the glasses she had used to see
And shattered them on the street
And shattered them on socials and in society
The rose-colored glasses were shattered on the floor
Each jarring judgment a rip in the shield
That screened her sorry sight
She wanted to go back before it all began
Before the annoyed demands to “Just Acclimate.”
Before the ignorant answers of “This isn’t America.”
Before the hateful, hard, headstrong words that London should be “Home”
The rose-colored glasses were shattered on the floor
Her fractured fingers not wanting to fix the punctured pieces
Fighting against the fuming words they formulated
She wanted to go back before it all began
This was no home to her when she was only here eleven weeks at a time
This was no America but she was American and acclimating would abandon her being
This was who she was
The rose-colored glasses were shattered on the floor
Swift feet step over the scattered signs
Moving forward towards her own life
And if they didn’t like that
Oh well.